我 還可以為你做些什麽?

每天早上起來,我感覺自己就像一個空瓶子。一天下來遇到的人事物,就像不同口味的飲料,慢慢一點一滴裝進瓶子裏。每天每天,瓶子裏裝了什麽、填了多少飲料、可口的、無味的…到了夜晚,等待“驗收”。 

正在重復聼徐佳瑩的《失落沙漠》。

MV裏有一句話深深吸引我: 未來我得到的還會有很多,但失去的,只有你一個。

今天(6月5日)  一如往常。

工作  焦慮  放空  吸收 聊天  訪問  興奮  感動  失落  趕時間  想新計劃  胡思亂想

阿妹張惠妹是今年世界宣明會委任的“飢餓三十”大使,這幾天也將在新加坡做一系列的宣導活動。今午,我出席了記者會。

不一樣的愛心大使,即使去世界各地不同的貧民區,可以分享的感觸和感受都大同小異。可是,阿妹說的一些話卻感動了我。然後她提到行善要發自内心,也強調在自己能力範圍内做善事是最重要的,自己先照顧好自己,才去照顧別人(這些,我去年也跟CCF的負責人說過)。當下,我回想了好多事情…

前幾天的聚會,有朋友問起,我今年還會不會再為癌症病童剃髮。另一個朋友擔心我嫁不出,搶著回答:“不要吧?”

其實,我並不怕我“光頭”會嫁不出,只是,我想用我現有的能力,為另一個慈善團體做些什麽。所以,今年我不會參加“落髮行動”。

阿妹在印度的貧民區,不經意地唱了一首兒童民謠,讓當地小朋友聼得很樂,在看錄影片段的記者們也感染了那份積極正面的力量。

我,還可以爲了誰,做些什麽呢?

傍晚,看了一部紀錄影片“HOME”。

我們的地球已經“毀壞不堪”了,兇手當然是我們自己。紀錄片最讓我氣憤的一個message是,全球消費在軍事武器的資金是超越環保(拯救地球)工程的12倍!

唉。氣憤,又有什麽用?我少用紙巾改用手帕、盡量分類垃圾…這些小小動作,是不夠的。

我,還可以為這個地球作些什麽呢?

放工之前,滾石唱片傳了徐佳瑩的《失落沙漠》MV給我。剪輯師都有其他工作,我無法插隊convert,唯有下周才把MV上載到omy娛樂。

(一次一場探訪癌症病童的活動,當時徐佳瑩和參訪者置身於小朋友、家屬和醫護人員中,氣氛熱絡溫馨,其中一位護理長懇請她現場演唱之前比賽時表演過的《失落沙洲》,部分歌詞唱出了那些失去孩子們家長的心聲)

剛剛,一邊看著MV,一邊反省…我是時候身體力行,做些什麽了吧。

失落沙洲
詞曲: 徐佳瑩

又 来到这个港口   没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟   寻找失落的沙洲

随 时间的海浪漂流    我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落   想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来   只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在   留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来   只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白    还有谁能来教我爱

又 回到这个尽头   我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空   越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来   只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在   留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来   只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白  还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来   只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我    不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来   只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖   还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白   还有谁能来教我爱


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    Sweden said 26 June, 2009, 6:30 am:

    Hi Kenin, will be back just in time for this year Hair For Hope. Will also be doing my part for the children this year by shaving. Hope to see you there as well. Sometime, just the presence will mean a lot to the organisers “)

    http://www.ccf.org.sg/hfh/webApp/shaveeBIO.php?shaveeId=1302

    HL, aka Sweden

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    hey sweden,

    wow! good to know you’re participating in the shaving event this year! You’ll definately feel good doing it! :)

    I’ll be there if I’m not assigned to other work duties :)

    jia you~~

    謝謝你,讓我更覺得我去年落髮是有無限意義的

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    Sweden said 28 June, 2009, 8:20 am:

    珂宁,我也要谢谢你, 讓我更覺得愿来落髮是有如此無限的意義。我们人在世上是连连相环着彼此。Getting to know you thru your blog allows me to be aware of this event. It is a ripple effect. You have done your part. Be glad :)

    Btw, been reading about ur thoughts for a while and seem like I have became a fan of yours :) Would love to take this time back to SG to meet you in person. If you willing, allow me to buy you a coffee.

    P.S. This is a sincere “date” if you want to call it, for an “oversea fan” to meet his “local idol” :)

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    I wanna share this interesting story of “The Secret Society for Creative Philanthropy”.

    You can look pass the mentions of Oprah and her Showbiz Charity, and focus on what some people are doing for Charity in some creative ways.

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    hey, thx buddy. Nice story!
    I like: How’s that for a tear-jerker ending, Oprah?
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    Sweden, I’ve gotta work on sunday but will pop by “hair for hope” to support Anna (she’s hosting) & will support little Zoe (my interviewee last year). thx :)

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