你好嗎?我很好。

前天夜晚,在小小的新加坡繞了一大圈,從南區到中區…再到北區…再到西區。一個多小時,開著車,把手機轉去靜音,不停轉換廣播頻道,耐心等待我喜歡的歌曲。 我耐心地開著車。 我是如此幸福,沒錢買車,卻常有車子開 偶爾,真的很享受這樣的“寧靜”,可以讓思緒沉澱,平復心情。太快樂或太悲傷,都不好。平衡,很重要。 (這是今年8月在上海,一個人亂走、亂拍的其中一張照片..哈哈) 之前說過,要整理、想紀錄的心情實在太多… 單單是那一、兩天發生的事,就足夠寫好幾個部落格了! 生病,到診所挂號,護士說病人太多,醫生可能沒辦法跟我看病,可以試試排隊等等….. 慶幸,我不是什麽大病。 看了一部“喜劇”—- 《花木蘭》,我和同事自己配上旁白,從頭笑到尾… 真好,偶爾有朋友一起看戯,可以分享爆米花和飲料。 關於那一首寫到一半的歌….它的命運會如何? 無論它的命運如何,至少又寫了一首歌。 訪問陶喆發生的小插曲… 還好,我們沒有踩到地雷。 關於大家都在“乾着急”的“飛鼠戀”… 雖然大家都比我媽着急,雖然大家也只是說著玩,雖然不太可能發生,但是,這個話題為大家的生活增添了不少樂趣。 那天在講電話,身邊三個朋友用很“關心、好奇”的眼神注視我。放了電話,三人異口同聲地問:“誰!??”。我翻了翻白眼:“我弟弟啦!!!”…原來她們都以爲我交了男朋友! 唉~~ 哈哈,跟弟弟説話,就不能溫柔嗎? 最誇張的是,那天迎面而來的前主任,恭喜我明年結婚!!!我差點兒暈倒。她後來知道她說錯話,也很尷尬。 至少,我看出她(本來)是真心祝福我。 還有很多呢。要整理、想紀錄的心情實在太多… 我決定,先寫一寫去年的旅行。


在虛擬世界找尋慰籍

不久前S.H.E.為代言產品來新加坡宣傳。 在小組訪問,聊起了S.H.E.的香港演唱會。据知,S.H.E.爲了要呈現一場富誠意的演出,在很短的時間内密集練歌、練舞,結果在籌備過程,因爲壓力太大而陷入“憂鬱”,幾度崩潰。(omy.sg有視頻) S.H.E.三人各自談起“壓力指數”。 Selina說她第一次哭的時候,是某天練舞回家,心裏一直想“只剩下幾個禮拜了,天啊,我做不到,做不到做不到….”,馬上就哭了。 她接著又說:“哭完以後,我就去‘種菜’了…”(上Facebook的《開心農場》收割並耕種) 全場笑成一團。 到虛擬世界疏壓,已經是城市人的一個習慣。從前,似乎只有“性飢渴”的人,才上色情網釋放那方面的“壓力”,現在網絡通訊發達,什麽都有,在現實生活中無法實現或達到的,到“虛擬”世界去完成“夢想”也不錯!可以開自己的餐廳、在農場種自己喜歡的菜、養很多很多魚、做一個最英勇的武士、煮一桌美味佳肴、開遊樂場… 我最近也開始依賴“虛擬世界”,滿足我的小小“欲望”。 最近經濟上出了點小狀況,一連串的事情一單接一單發生,我快受不了了。很想大哭一場。 壓力真的很大。 那天睡前,上Facebookçš„Farmville,重新“設計”了我的農場。增設了一個嘉年華遊樂場、買了一個小池塘給烏龜和鴨子、添了好幾棵楓樹… 農場變漂亮了。 心情也變漂亮了。 最開心的是買了一個花園涼棚,因爲Farmville時不時會附送美麗的花朵… 這正是我夢寐以求的小天地。在城市裏透不過氣的時候,可以躲進這個花園裏放慢腳步,多好。 那天跟安娜聊起此事,我們都答應要互相提醒,不可以陷得太深。畢竟,虛擬世界的花草樹木只可供欣賞,瓜菜水果是不可能填飽肚子的。


珍惜綠葉

我們真幸福,還可以看到盛開的花朵,漂亮的綠葉。 以上照片,一張是在上海拍的,一張是在日本(日光)拍的。 最近比較關心溫室效應課題,蠻期待12月在Copenhegen舉行的COP15(United Nations Climate Change Conference)。這陣子,兩大國領袖會合,也略略提起會重視這個相當棘手的問題。 這,不是杞人憂天的事情。 再不保護地球,我們的下一代,也許就看不到盛開的花朵和漂亮的綠葉。


Casual Poet,我會想念你的

今天約了好久沒聯絡的朋友喝下午茶。 在“約會”的地點(Holland Village)遇到Casual Poet的可愛小老闆娘(詩妮) ,她說出門之前剛好看了我的部落格。我不好意思地說:“好久沒有更新了…’brain-dead’…呵呵。” 剛剛點擊Casual Poet的部落格…赫然發現Casual Poet即將停止營業!啊~~~如果我早一點知道這件事,今天下午就會多關心一下詩妮… 唉~~ 不久前,到Casual Poet出席本地Indie歌手黃碧燕的音樂分享會,非常喜歡那一夜的氣氛。之後,碧燕要我也在Casual Poet辦一場小型音樂會。 我有點心動。 唉。 第一次去Casual Poet,是因爲《我報》同事安排盧廣仲在那兒“吃早餐”,我們omy.sg順便側拍。那天,我弄了一個恐怖造型,結果沒有嚇着盧廣仲,反而是讓工作人員傻眼。 希望詩妮早日找到更好的地點,讓創意人和文藝人有個很好的空間相聚、交流。 祝福滿滿,加油~


腦塞

正在寫關於“但愛已成往事”的一個聯想…其實是很久以前就想紀錄的一個心情…就是怎麽樣都沒寫成。剛剛寫到一半,又神游了… 最近進入“腦塞”的狀況….太多東西在腦子裏,所以阻塞了。 哈哈。 原來靈感太多,腦子也會阻塞。 一定很多人和我一樣,多麽希望有人發明一種儀器,把每次想的東西紀錄成文字,或是化為音符。 在這個儀器成功發明之前,我們只好仰賴守候我們的天使們…. 一個舊同事的母親,很會做手工藝。同事知道我很喜歡她母親做的“天使”手機吊飾,辭職之前特地做了一個給我。


負面能量,裝上翅膀飛走吧!

友人M問我最近怎麽沒有update部落格。 也不是沒有東西分享… 腦子滿滿的,都是憤怒的、無理頭的、悲傷的、有趣的、無奈的、噁心的、快樂的、無聊的…想要寫的東西還蠻多的。就是寫不出。 M說,不update部落格,會有人擔心我生病還沒康復。 哈哈。誰? 原來,我寫部落格的習慣…成了你每天關心我的習慣。 隔空,聯係著。這感覺,很奇怪,卻窩心。 既然你那麽關心我,那…我也坦白吧。最近,我的心情沒有不好,也不是太好。還沒來得及整理昨天的心情,今天又被新的情緒包圍。唉~ 時間又開始不夠用了。你知道的,我很討厭這樣的惡性循環。更討厭身體裏的負面細胞,好像快要爆炸,侵蝕整個身體。 沒事。 明天太陽升起的時候,我還是會期待美好的事物發生   人生不就是如此嗎?起起落落。 剛剛過去的周末,我們幾個“天蠍寶寶”(克敏、小豬、我)聚在一起慶生,快樂得很。我還破例吃了榴蓮蛋糕! 負面能量,請你裝上翅膀飛走吧!


我會痛 只是你不知道而已

這幾天,病得一塌糊塗。 因爲我還走得動,所以我覺得沒必要看醫生。很倔強吧?呵~ 總是覺得病快痊愈了,隔天卻還是鼻塞。唉~ 就這樣,失聲、感冒,病了快一個星期。感冒病菌把我弄得天旋地轉、全身酸痛、腦袋空白… 放心,我每天都很乖地喝感冒茶,昨天也開始按時吃感冒葯。 前幾天,有個人看見我帶口罩,很不屑地問:“你生病嗎?一點都看不出。” 哈,莫名其妙!我爲什麽要裝病?還有啊,生病難道要拿大聲公說不成!? 我不懂得撒嬌,不懂得“討糖”吃,生病也不會喊痛… 有人勸過我,要我改變一下,不然吃虧的永遠是我:男朋友被會撒嬌的女人奪走;老闆關照會“討糖”吃的同事;不喊痛的人,會被解毒為“強勢”。 在《你,也是孫尚香嗎?》 那篇日誌,我說過身邊很多“孫尚香”,不懂得用“撒嬌”和眼淚博取同情,倔強、剛強地迎戰… 或許,我身體裏也住著孫尚香吧? Merisa結婚那天(27日),雖然我“美美”出席,其實我四肢無力、喉嚨痛得很,根本提不起勁兒講話。更誇張的是,我頭腦空白到,連要包紅包這回事都不記得!結果必須現場跟朋友借錢!哈哈哈。 這一切,我的好朋友都知道。她們都體諒我的“臭臉”。 我不是不會撒嬌,我只不過選擇在我在乎的人面前撒嬌、喊痛。因爲,我只在乎他/她們的關愛。 還有啊,我怎麽都無法在工作崗位上撒嬌、“討糖”和喊痛,我寧願吃虧。


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